My life with two kids!!

This past week has been crazy!! I have not been able to get it together since we have been home from the hospital. Larissa has been pushing her luck so much it isn't funny. She has been telling me I am mean and yelling at me and when I tell her to do something she will look at me and tell me no you do it. I know that she is getting a little jealous and I am trying to included her in everything as much as possible but I cant seem to make her totally happy. As for Layla things are getting easier. Because she came so prematurely she is having a hard time feeding. She is getting better at it though. It is hard to juggle the attention between two children especially when one has had ALL of the attention for more than two years now. I know that things will get easier but it is so hard waiting for that time to get here.

Layla Michelle is here

Well its a month early but my Layla is here!! She was born Sunday May 10,2009 at 12:14am at Willis Knighton South. I got my first ambulance ride that night which was crazy, but the doctors wanted to be safe than sorry because we were delivering so early. I ended up having fluid everywhere from my head to my feet and it was harmful to both me and the baby. We were suppossed to be discharged Wednesday but when I woke up that morning I was not feeling good at all and ended up that my oxygen levels were so low that I was having trouble getting any kind of air in at all. The doctors then kept me until Friday and then finally I was able to leave the hospital and go home. Larissa is a wonderful big sister and is wanting to help me do everything from feeding to changing her diaper. I am glad that both myself and Layla are at home and healthy

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